After High School Life

well

it’s been awhile

Everything after September 8th speeded up three times fast and honestly that month was over in a blink of an eye and I know this month will be over even faster.

Starting school I had assumed it would be hard but I hadn’t expected the amount of time that would be consumed in me trying to memorize names, dates, theories and on the side starting my first job.

I have to admit there are times where I wish I could either go back to high school or I hadn’t chose the route of post secondary, however then I step back from whatever I have been doing for hours and I appreciate where I am and where this is going to take me in the future. It is also more independent which is a bitter sweet because although it is extremely hard finding a friend in a class of four hundred, it is also good having some time to your self where you don't have to please anyone or put up a happy face for anyone.

The people here all have the same motive which inspires you to do better, and they all know what you are going through so although you don't have many friends it is so much easier to approach random strangers and ask them academic, campus related questions.

However one thing that sticks out to me about post secondary is the overwhelming amount of couples that make you feel “forever alone” and sometimes just look at them in awe because they are so adorable…. 

So the second thing pre occupying my time is me working, I never thought I would get a job this year because I was scared of not being able to balance my time but I think it is going well. 

Being the shy human being that I am, I would be too scared to approach employees in a store… however since the job that I have is in retail I have to approach customers! and give advice and suggestions!! Never in a million years would I have seen myself two months ago doing this kind of thing, however wanting to keep this job I forced myself to break out of my shell and actually try with customers and my coworkers and not just stand there staring at the customer waiting for them to guess what the promotion is. 

That’s why this month has just flew by; because I was too busy studying and breaking out of shells I hadn’t had time to just sit down and appreciate it all. However now that I am getting used to my schedule I have more time to sit back and relax sometimes ( I hope I didn’t just jinx that!) and enjoy where I have come with all of this.

So although I haven't written these past few months my goal is to get back on track of the weekly uploads… and if not then writing about the experiences of the events that have held me back from writing…

That’s all for now

xx